of all the things
i've believed in
i just want to
get it over with
tears form behind my eyes
but i do not cry
counting the days
that pass me by
i've been searching
deep down in my soul
words that i'm hearing
are starting to get old
it feels like
i'm starting all over again
the last three years
were just pretend
and i said
"goodbye to you
goodbye to everything
i thought i knew
you were the one i loved
the one thing that
i tried to hold on to"
i still get lost in your eyes
and it seems that
i can't live a day without you
closing my eyes and
you chase my thoughts away
to a place where
i am blinded by the light
but it's not right
and it hurts to want everything
and nothing at the same time
i want what's yours
and I want what's mine
i want you
but i'm not giving in this time
and when the stars fall
i will lie awake
you're my shooting star.
goodbye to everything i thought i knew.
'cos from today, it's a new start.
and i'm learning to let go.
i'm not saying it doesn't hurt,
but it's a price i have to pay
and i know i'm going to be
much stronger like this.
today though, you made me feel again.
my heart felt something for the first time
in a very very very long time.
it released itself from its numb state,
though i still cannot feel well
and i have feelings to sort out,
i'm pretty sure i'm all set to let go now.
the best is yet to be.
what doesn't break youonly makes you stronger.
and i'm stronger like this.
thanks.
