now i don't wanna lose you
but i don't wanna use you
just to have somebody by my side
and i don't wanna hate you
i don't wanna take you
but i don't wanna be the one to cry
that don't really matter to anyone, anymore
but like a fool i keep losing my place
and i keep seeing you walk through that door
but there's a danger in loving somebody too much
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
there's a reason why people don't stay where they are
sometimes love just ain't enough
now i could never change you
and i don't wanna blame you
you don't have to take the fault
yes, i may have hurt you
but i did not desert you
maybe i just wanna have it all
it makes a sound like thunder
it makes me feel like rain
and like a fool who will never see the truth
i keep thinking something's gonna change
and there's no way home
when it's late at night and you're all alone
are there things that you wanted to say
do you feel me beside you in your bed
there beside you where i used to lay?
tell me all the dreams that you have left
slip right through your hands
do you feel lost inside of someone else's life
and we're not gonna live forever
can you tell me is it now or never
i'm not gonna make up your mind
i don't wanna live without you
and i don't wanna live a lie
we'll never know till we try
failure is the only way to learn till you've come undone
the rest will never find out what they might have been.
school's been crazy.
i haven't even had time to breathe
and i keep falling asleep in classes.
but i counted, and it's 86 days to home, hopefully.
i miss home so so much.
and of course, imissyou.
keep me grounded.
with love.
