a big THANK YOU to all the angels
who took time off to send me off.
bolzie, lisa, michelle, safiah, shu'en,
di, azlyn, andi, suqina, minivan, liting,
chris, peng, rach, meirong, yvonne,
gi, haziq, ps, weehou,
yanqing, andrew, johan, zhiyu,
sherene, van keng, qianyun, joanne,
rachel ooi, ali, inderpal, farhan, yujin, sheryl.
and to all the people who called.
sandesh, adrian, muslim,
van tan jl, val, samuel.
and to all the people who helped pack
and cared and lent me their shoulder to cry on
and helped me get through this trying period.
i'm certainly blessed.
thank you, all of you, for impacting my life
and touching my heart in ways
you could never have imagined possible.
i got this far, not without a little bit of every one of you.
thank you.
and to bolzie, lisa, chee and menon,
please be happy for me,
i'm letting go, and it feels so good.
because like you all said and repeated,
some people are definitely not worth
all the time, effort and love you sacrifice.
they don't even know how to appreciate it.
so fuck him.
'cos i'm stronger like this.
be happy for me my loves.
'cos we built it up to watch it fall
like we meant nothing at all
i gave and gave the best of me
but couldn't give you what you need
you walked away, you stole my life
just to find what you're looking for
but there's only so many tears that you can cry
before it drains the life right from your eyes
and i can't go on that way
and so i'm letting go of everything we were.
and i'm feeling better this way,
'cos i realised that you weigh me down
when i give and give
and you don't even realise my existence.
so screw you bastard.
i'm stronger like this.
