the last and only other time
i cried so hard
was ten years ago.
because i lost
someone who meant
so much to me.
i lost her and it broke my heart.
now, i'm crying my heart's out
for the next person
who took her place,
who meant, and still means
the entire world to me,
because i just lost him.
and the worst thing is
that you don't even know
that i'm crying for you.
and you don't know
how badly you broke my heart.
i'll keep waiting.
until i stop loving you.
and deep inside i wonder,
did i lose my only one?
