give me something to believe in
'cos i don't believe in you anymore
and i wonder if
it even makes a difference to try
and you tell me how you're feeling
but i don't believe it's true anymore
i've been here before
one day i'll wake up
and it won't hurt anymore
the words you said don't have a meaning
'cos i still don't have the reason
and you don't have the time
and it really makes me wonder
if you ever gave a fuck about me.
why is it everytime i cry my heart's out,
everytime i feel like dying,
everytime i need you so badly in my life,
you decide to diminish
my significance in your life to zero.
it's like we built it up to watch it fall,
like we meant nothing at all.
i wish i was stronger. fuck.
i wonder if it even makes a difference to cry. so i guess this is goodbye.