Saturday, March 17, 2007
8:37 PM i miss kooh weehou.all the four am talks,
all our best buds conferences
late into the night,
all the marker chasing
and staining our st hilda's uniforms,
all the mahjong sessions,
all the stayovers,
all the outings,
all the crab-huntings,
all the stupid things we did.he's been there everytime i need him.
he's my best friend in st hilda's sec 3a/4a.
he's been my shoulder to cry on, literally.i miss him.
i don't think you'd ever know
how much i cried inside
when i hugged him goodbye,
when i saw him walk through that door,
when i started to think about it,
when i realised that this could be
the beginning of a long and lonely journey.
i miss weehou.
please come home soon.
i miss you already.
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Thursday, March 15, 2007
1:06 AMshe's all alone again
wiping the tears from her eyes
somedays she feels like dying
somedays it's not worth trying
she gets so sick of crying.
and maybe, just maybe,
this could be the end.
at least, it seems like that to her.
Friday, March 09, 2007
12:54 AMi don't know what you're doing.
is this goodbye?
please tell me no...
and just so you know -
it's the little things
that keep me holding on.
Sunday, March 04, 2007
12:10 PMafter all the broken storms
that were thrown, for no good reason
inside, she's loving him still
after all this time
and though her heart begs the stars
no sign of healing, it's alright
she's loving him still, after all this time
trying to push the past away
still waiting for the lights to change
try and try for the sake of it
learning to barely feel the pain
and though it's really hurting
she ain't breaking
'cos she's loving him still, after all this time
and behind his tired eyes
she sees the boy with his arms wide
who made her feel like an angel
that's why she's loving him still
for the rest of her life, she's loving him still
for the last of many, she's loving him still
after all this time.i'm missing you
even though you're right here by my side
'cos lately it seems the distance between us
'cos lately it seems the distance between us
is growing too wide
if you've got something to tell me
don't keep it inside, let it be heard
i'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
well, i'll make it easy for you
if your heart's not in it for real
please don't try to fake what you don't feel
'cos i would give the whole world for you
anything you ask of me i'd do
but i won't ask you to stay
i'd rather walk away
if your heart's not in it
how i wish i could take us back in time
but it's gone too far now we can't rewind
and there's nothing that i can do
to stop me from losing you
i can't make you change your mind
if your heart's not in it.i'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
that's the last thing that i want to hear.remember that i made a vow
that i would never let you go
i mean it then and i mean it now
and i want to tell you so.like a fool i keep losing my place
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away.
i guess this is the price i had to pay.you were always there for me
now it's your turn to be free...i'm sorry.