a part of me wants to leave you alone.
a part of me wants for you to come home.
a part of me says i'm living a lie
(and i'm better off without you).
a part of me says to think it through.
a part of me says i'm over you.
a part of me wants to say goodbye.
a part of me is asking why.
a part of me wants to leave.
but a part of me wants to be here with you.
and everytime i think we're over and done
you do something to get me back loving you.
and you got me just torn;
torn in between the two,
'cos really wanna be with you.
but something's telling me
i should leave you alone.
a part of me says it's all my fault.
a part of me says "he ain't what you want."
a part of me says to get my bags.
a part of me says i can't do that.
so many times i was ready to go.
so many times i had my foot out the door.
so many times i thought to give him a chance,
thought he'd be a better man.
now i'm sitting here and i'm so confused.
'cos i keep fighting myself for you.
i don't know how much more i can take
but i can't feel this way.
you got me so torn.plus i'm feeling so burnt out. 'cos i can't understand you now.