this may never start
we could fall apart
and i'd be your memory
lost your sense of fear
feelings insincere
can i be your memory?if i lay here if i just lay here
would you lie with me
and just forget the world?
i don't quite know how
to say how i feel
those three words
are said too much
they're not enoughso take a step back and see the little people they may be young but they're the ones
that make the big people big
so listen, as they whisper
now i'm standing on the corner
of the world's gone home
nobody's changed, nobody's been saved
and i'm feeling cold and alone
i guess i'm lucky, i smile a lot
but sometimes i wish for more.
so the prelims have started.
and that means that the a's
are inching closer each day.
that's not good stuff.
been rather troubled lately.
about alot of things.
my mind's a complicated thing
that apparently does not
want to function during major exams.
damnnn.
things can't be worse now, can it?
the future seems so scary
from where i am right now.
and while a part of me
wants to go all out and
achieve my dream,
another part knows that
i might only be disappointing
myself for dreaming too high.
sigh.
i wish i had discipline.
god give me strength.
yeah, maybe i'm lucky.
i smile alot.
but i hope this smile will last
even on the day i collect
my a's results.
sigh.
i don't even dare think about it.
i need to study.
i need to wake up the idea.
but some things just inevitably
cross your mind once in a while.
and some stay longer than others.
but some put smiles on your faces too.
beautiful.
(:
he's the reason i'm smiling here today.
