recently there's been alot of thought
about that big guy up there.
been listening to christian songs
alot more often than usual,
been talking about it quite alot,
and it feels good.
good, to know that amidst
all these fury and haste,
god is always there,
to make sure that we are fine.
i like him alot.
although i don't show it much,
but really, i realised that when
no one's going to be there,
he will.
and it's comforting, really.
just as he has proven to me
for the past eighteen years of my life.
out of every bad thing that has happened,
he has blessed me with something
ten times more beautiful.
even the simplest things.
i'm so mighty grateful
for his love.
thank you god.
i know you'll pull me through.
i'm going to work hard.
i'm going to prove all those
around me wrong.
god be my strength, my refuge
and my guide.
thank you lord for every single day,
for the sunlight, for the rain,
for the friends, for the love.
you are love.
and i love you.
this, on a different note,
is for someone special.
HAHAHA!
for someone who is
so much more brilliant.
someone who makes me a happy girl.
you know everything that i'm afraid of
you do everything i wish i did
everybody wants you
everybody loves you
i know i should tell you how i feel
i wish everyone will disappear
everytime you call me
i'm too scared to be me
and i'm too shy to say:
i've got a crush on you
i hope you feel the way that i do
i get a rush when i'm with you
i've got a crush on you
a crush on you
you know i'm the one
that you can talk to
sometimes you tell me things
that i don't want to know
i just want to hold you
you say exactly how you feel about her
i wonder could you ever
think of me that way
you say everything that no one says
but i feel everything
that you're afraid to feel
how i'll always want you
i will always love you.
