Friday, June 30, 2006
8:58 PMhaziq ♥
gi ♥
ps ♥
menon ♥
wee hou ♥
zhiyu ♥
johan ♥
andrew ♥
yanqing ♥
bolzie ♥
michelle ♥
lisa ♥
safiah ♥
shoe ♥
adrian ♥
mus ♥
mano ♥
brother van ♥
strawb ♥
lighting ♥
di ♥
chloe ♥
francois ♥
dad ♥
carol ♥
royce ♥
john ♥
farz ♥
rachel ooi ♥
leonard ♥
bae ♥
nat ♥
ben ♥
astri ♥
rach ♥
evelyn ♥
chewy ♥
lionel ♥
christabel ♥
peng ♥
jie min ♥
gwa ♥
val ♥
bra ♥
moy ♥
jacq ♥
von ♥
mab ♥
shimo ♥
4a '04 ♥
mjc.05a106 ♥
extremes netball ♥
meridian ♥
st hildas ♥
my loves ♥
this is a tribute of hearts
to my loves.
to all those who have
made a difference
in my life,
who have left footprints
and precious memories.
you all are my loves.
and i'm grateful
to the big guy
in the sky for blessing me with
all you beautiful, lovely people.
thank you for your friendships.
muchLOVE. ♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
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the hearts are sponsored
by haziq. ((: ♥
Thursday, June 29, 2006
4:57 PMthe mids?
well, let's just say
it never did happen...
after school for
the past few days
have just been insane.
towning, slacking, tampines-ing.
all when people were
rushing home to mug
after their paper for the day.
us?
we treat every paper as our last.
HAHAHA!
i like that attitude!
whoots!
((:
oh. and i can't believe
those bloody people
who planned the
seating arrangement
for the math paper
put us ARTS students
with bloody F MATHS students!
like wth.
no offense to anyone,
but F MATHS?!
they were practically
scribbling down
never-seen-before formulaes
on their complicated looking scripts.
damn it.
i should have been friendly
and made friends with some
f math freak before the paper
in hopes of him dropping his paper
right in front of my desk
so i can try and salvage
my bloody ridiculously lousy results.
urgh.
f maths!
WHAT WERE THEY THINKING?!
ah wells.
there's only three more papers
waiting for me to secure
another three more f's.
brilliant.
econs paper one tomorrow.
people sitting near me,
please shade BIG AND DARK
circles on the mcq sheet thing
and let me have a sneak peek.
HAHAHA!
you could be
the deciding factor between
a f- and a f+ for my paper.
HAHA!
on tuesday next week is
math paper two,
possibly with our beloved
f maths students again,
and then literature paper eight.
urgh.
what in the world
am i doing in mjc?!
i can't even get more than an f!
sheesh.
anyways, on a lighter note,
dad said we might be
staying over at sentosa
next weekend.
people who are around the area,
please visit 'cos
i'll probably be bored.
hahaha.
well, it actually depends
on the mood of my family...
but just drop by.
HAHAHA!
my hair's becoming atrociously long.
and i think i'm going to get a haircut
after school tomorrow.
the weekends are inching
themselves nearer and nearer.
yay-ness!
destresssssss!
from don't-know-what stress.
it's not like i've been
mugging my ass off
the past week.
oh wells.
stop studying so hard people.
i need more people
to get f's with me
so that with the overwhelming
number of f's,
i don't need to go see ms lai!
HAHAHAHA! ps: the mids did NOT happen okay.
pps: i miss my best buds
and the guys and the holidaysss!
muchLOVE.
<3
Saturday, June 24, 2006
5:44 PMi soooo do not feel like
the mids are TWO days away.
urgh.
the past few days
have been just
fun, fun and more fun.
met up with the guys and
we stayed over at johan's house.
had fun mahjong-ing,
twenty-four-ing,
dai-di-ing,
soccer-ing,
talking,
sleeping, etc.
hahaha.
it's been quite a while
since i last met up with them
and i'm definitely glad
that our friendships still hold.
it's the little things
that count,
and catching up with old friends
is simply awesome.
really.
it's like all the sweet sweet
memories come flooding back for the
god-knows-how many times already.
but it's awesome.
well, the guys and i watched
the brazil match till we almost died
on johan's couch.
everyone was so dead.
haha.
but it was funny.
ended up going back
to johan's room to sleep.
it was funny, really.
ahhhh.
i'm so going to miss the guys.
i bet the next time i see them
is going to be waaaaay later.
probably after my a's!
NOOOOOO!!!
urgh.
this is going to suck.
the guys, my loves.
after that met yanqing
and we went to changi village.
the beach's nice.
and we had fun talking
about twenty-fives.
remember ah.
hahaha.
oh oh oh.
and we saw a RAINBOW.
okay okay.
make that twooo!
yesss.
we saw two rainbows.
one first, then a second,
fainter one beside it.
lovely.
so i met
haziq and sandesh
after that
and we watched two matches
and two movies.romeo and juliet.
the greatest love story ever told.
it's just beautiful.
a tragedy and an awesome love story.
ahhhh.
and then we watched
the four brothers.
brotherhood man!
omg.
it's a superb show.
if only i had true friends
who'd stick with me till the end.
oh wells.catching up with old friends.
i'll miss my st hilda's darlings.
):TWO freaking days to the mids.
hello triple f's.
damn.
if i screw up my a's the same way
i'm going to screw up my mids,
bye bye future.
urghhh.
i need help!
SOMEBODY HELP ME!
boo life!
my only love sprung from my only hate.
-juliet.
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
4:10 PMto every girl that dresses cute not skanky.
to every girl who wants to be called
beautiful not hot.
to every girl that will spend her whole day
looking for the perfect present for you.
to every girl who gets her heart broken
because he chose that b*tch instead.
to every girl that would die
to have a decent boyfriend.
to every girl who would just like once
to be treated like a princess.
to every girl that cries at night
because of another heartbreak.
to every girl that won't get down on her knees
and open her mouth just to get a boyfriend.
to every girl that just wants to hold hands.
to every girl that kisses him with meaning.
to every girl who just wishes he cared more.
to every girl who would just once want a guy
to give their jacket up when they are cold.
to every girl who just wants him to call.
to every girl who lies awake at night
thinking about him.
to every girl that just wants to cuddle.
to every girl that just wants to sleep
with him without having sex.
to every girl that is scared to put her heart
out there again because she has been
hurt too many times or so badly.
to every girl who shows how much
she cares and gets nothing back.
to every girl that thought maybe
this one could be the one.
to every girl that believes in her dreams.
to every girl that would do anything
so she could achieve those dreams.
to every girl that laughs at stupid stuff
when she actually doesn't think it is funny.
to every girl who is just looking for that
one and only and is having
a rough time along the way.
to every girl that has been cheated on
because she is not a slut
who gives it up to any guy.
to every girl that doesnt want a guy
who just plays with her emotions
but actually cares about how she feels.
to every girl who wants words
backed up with actions.
to every girl that fell for all the lies
only to find themselves alone in the end.
to every girl that gave her heart away
to have it shoved back in her face.
i'm just like you.
2:17 PM
omg. so screwed up lah.
i don't know how to put
pictures for nuts.
damn...
hahahaha.
so if there's any error just overlook it.
riiight.
i feel so useless.
darned.
hahaha.
12:03 PM
i thought i should put up some pictures.
relive those sweet sweet memories
that meridian has brought me.
through my beloved class mjc.05a106
that god blessed me with
in this beautiful journey. through thick and thin,
a106 has got to be the
most happening class in meridian.
introducing... my daily source of smiles. ((:
bolzie dolzie my love.
the 705-ers.
three stripes. ///
my fellow kemsters.
zouk with the ghost!
ooooops!
chinese new year visiting
at shu'en's place.
TABOO!
at shu'en's place.
TABOO!
residence of nice hair. :)
why are we so pro?
six!
glam girls.
earthquake!
kem vs bsb!
say no to gang fight.
jc 1 bash! 
macbeth!
they're what i go to school for.
star wars!
tibet-ing!
a106 in perfect symmetry.
a106's girls.
a106 in perfect symmetry.
a106's girls.antm style!
...so this is love.
<3
1:39 AM
what happened to us?
we used to be so perfect,
we used to be so perfect,
now we're lost and lonely.
what happened to us?
what happened to us?
and deep inside i wonder,
did i lose my only one?
Monday, June 19, 2006
10:56 AMcould you fall in love with me again?
Sunday, June 18, 2006
11:51 PMif i could i would.
just that you mean
the whole freaking world to me.
the whole freaking world to me.
damn it.
10:33 PM
I LOVE MY BEST BUDS
TO THE TINIEST BIIIITS!
((:
whoots!
they came for the crepe party
at my place yesterday
and we had a whole lot of fun
making crepes,
destroying crepes,
making home-made videos,
watching soccer,
yelling and screaming
and scaring ourselves
when the bloody ghana
was about to score yet another goal.
czech can just go die.
with me.
hahahaha!
i'm so pissed.
and disappointed.
and heart-wrenched.
but twenty-four
and the heart-to-heart talk
that we had while watching the sun rise
outside my curtainless window
definitely cheered me up
and the memories just came
flooding back.
beautiful memories.
sigh.
i miss them all.
and i don't want this to end.
i wish time would just stop.
and that we could hang out every day.
and stop betting soccer.
and stop losing money together.
hahaha!
in fact, i haven't been studying much
since wednesday when i went out
with the best buds.
i don't know what in the
freaking world i'm doing with my life.
my mids are in a week
and i'm having the time of my life
with the best buds.
not that i don't enjoy it...
i do, i really really really do.
i never had this much fun in months.
it's amazing, really.
and i pray that this will never end.
buttt...
darn the bloody studies.
i hate it.
it drags me down.
baddd.
i think i'm going to screw up my mids.
reallll badddd.
actually, don't need to think.
i'm SURE i'm going to screw up my mids.
what in the world happened
to my motivation for the scholarship?!
gooooood question.
i have nooooo idea what my answer is.
darned.
screw this.
i can't wait for thursday.
going to johan's house to play mahjong,
and cards, and watch soccer! ((:
omg. another "time of my life" moment.
brilliant.
and did somebody not tell me that
i'm going to screw my mids up?!
sheesh.
i just miss the guys.
plus i haven't seen them the whole holiday!
aww come on!
i deserve it!
hahaha.
whatever to myself.
this is just going to get from bad to worse.
just like betting on freaking f-ed up soccer.
sheesh.
but but but...
I LOVE MY BEST BUDS TO BITS!
*gillian.haziq.puiser.weehou.sandesh.vanessa*
this is love.
<3
Saturday, June 17, 2006
5:33 PMslack slack slack.
my goodness.
i'm getting really good at it too.
sheesh.
for the past few days,
done nothing but slack.
brilliant.
yesterday i had my knee appointment
and the doc extended my mc!
whoots!
hahahaha.
no napfa for me.
yayness!
((:
but she saw my mri scan
and told me that the cartilage
of my right knee
is fraying.
brilliant.
plus my knee cap is tilted to one side.
okay.
thanksss.
oh wells.
shall continue taping my knee cap
to realign it
and hopefully the bloody tissue
decides to regenerate faster.
the doc said the quality of the
regenerated tissue won't be
as good as the original one,
but what can we do...
it's a freaking injury.
urgh.
on a lighter note, however,
the best buds are coming over later!
dad's having a crepe party
and since we're all betting soccer,
and watching it too, mind you,
i decided to call them over.
our second outing in three days!
omg.
i soooo miss them lah.
and we're all rooting for czech later!
haha.
i can't wait to see
their priceless expressions goal after goal!
hahahahahaha!
they are my loves.
no doubt about that.
:)
till later,
czech rocks!
but my best buds rock even more!
muchLOVE. <3
Friday, June 16, 2006
9:07 PMso three weeks of
the holidays are gone.
brilliant.
what have i done?
not much really.
but i'm pretty proud
of myself actually.
caught up on alot of math.
i'm actually doing tutorials
for the very first time in my life.
hahaha.
well well well.
the holidays are almost gone.
and i haven't touched
lit and econs!
OMG!
SOMEBODY SAVE ME!
the mids better be
the last time i screw things up.
darned.
if this carries on,
bye bye a's.
so much for marrying mr math.
i need to have a small affair
with master lit and sir econs too!
omg omg omg.
how in the world
am i going to survive my mids?!
sighhh.WORLD CUP FEVERRR!!!
whoots! ((:
met up with my best buds.
gillian, pui ser, wee hou, haziq and sandesh.
omg i miss them!
had fun in the loooongest time ever.
i miss them so so so so so much.
and i didn't even realise it!
sigh.
thinking back on the good ol' days.
st hilda's was waaaaaayyy fun.
and i miss my class and my team.
oh wells.
things have changed.
people moved on.
but memories remain.
i just pray that at least,
my friendships with these
beautiful people and the guys
will last through time.
'cos theirs are the friendships
that have weathered through
the darkest, stormiest days.
and i'm grateful to
the big guy in the sky
for blessing me with them.
although it was once,
it was the best days of my life.now though,
i feel like my social circle
has been drastically depleting.
i don't know what's going on,
but for the first time,
in a long time,
i'm actually spending time,
and talking to my family.
i guess everything in life
comes at a cost.
and i don't know if this is
for the best or worse.
family vs friends.
sigh.
oh wells.
we'll see...
i miss the guys.
i miss the fun.
sigh.
god, please don't take away
the people that mean the world to me.
they're all i got now.
before i end this entry
and go take care of the little rascals
running around in my house,
i got a message for someone,
and people whom i've drifted away from,
and for those who've drifted away from me:
i'm always here if you change your mind.
my friends, my love.
Friday, June 02, 2006
8:44 PMi told myself that
i would not come online.
THE INTERNET DEVIL!
urghhh.
anyways, here i am.
darned.
don't remind me.
but i'm actually quite proud of myself.
having not come online for about a week.
as in, i haven't come online
to chat for a whole week.
whoo!
that's amazing lah.
considering that i was
previously married to my computer.
oh wells.
things have changed.
i am currently married to mr math.
my love.
((:
i was just thinking
how bloody unfair the world is.
people who work so hard
end up compromising the
fun, happiness and beauty of life.
like my brother.
he's out watching x-men iii now.
and he just failed his mids
with atrociously atrocious results.
me?
i go out to study
and dad thinks i'm faking it.
he claims "you study so much
and you still come home with f's".
sheat!
you think i love the f's?!
damn it.
but i'll remember what
ms haslinda told me:
"the joy of success is only for a moment.
the pain of failure is forever."
you will reap what you sow.
i still want my scholarship!
HAHAHAHA!
i'm driven now!
wheeeee!
:)
i don't know what i'm going to do
when the world cup starts...
WORLD CUP FEVER!