we won.
nyjc.
real close.
ain't really proud of it.
but i felt i played better
than aj's game.
that was atrocious.
nj's next.
wish me luck.
rained real heavily today.
got caught in the rain.
my jiao lian rocks.
she is love!
i miss her.
saw peng and val at knc.
i miss st hilda's netball
soooooo much.
sigh.
sweet sweet memories.
it's been real cold.
and the rain's making me sick.
i think i'm coming down
with the flu of some sorts.
i don't feel too good.
darned.
i feel horrible, in fact.
have been feeling real crappy
for the past few days.
i think staying home sucks.
'cos it makes me think.
and i hate it when that happens.
think far too deep.
damn.
i feel like i'm screwing up my life
one day at a time.
day by day,
more and more screwed up.
f all this.
f my life.
...i'm going to fail
unemployment tomorrow.
damn.
see. one more screwed up thing.
brilliant.
do you need anybody?
i need somebody to love.
could it be anybody?
i want somebody to love.