//* sheer happiness in the million little things.

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

3:55 PM

so i'm officially the BIGGEST bummer in the world. haven't been blogging for the looooongest time. sheesh. bummed. oh well, count your blessings. at least i'm here okay! HAHAHA.

oh oh. and happy chinese new year everyone! may the year ahead be one full of happiness, health and prosperity. ((:

chinese new year sucked for me. totally didn't go anywhere. darn. thank god shu'en invited us over to her place 'cos her grandma's making some speciality prawn mee and i must tell you that it was oooh la la yummyyy! hehs. bolz, lisa, mic and i went over and i cannot begin to express how much i miss that bumbum shu'en lah! hahaha.

i miss her being my best pulse.

i miss "duke duke-ing" with her.

i miss singing in class with her.

i miss composing songs in class.

i miss how we'd laugh at how corny our songs turned out to be.

i miss having "batches" to see bolz's nicholas in the canteen.

i miss talking to her in school.

i miss getting scolded with her.

i miss her sweetness.

i miss how she and i would stand beside bolz, with bolz in the middle, and talk over bolz.

i miss us being bolzie's twin towers.

i miss listening to tze aung stories, the one on the can opener especially.

i miss us hanging out in the canteen, just to look at people.

i miss her beauty.

i miss her faith in god that kept me believing.

i miss stalking her closet with her.

i miss her awesome voice.

i miss her.

i miss shu'en like maddd.

oh mannn. the list could go on and on and on. ): I MISS YOU SHU'EN!!! sigh. soooo glad we caught up today. we told her all our stories in school and all the exciting-ness. hahaha. and we played taboo! had a whole lot of fun. i'm in love with the game. and i'm glad i played it with the right company. hahaha. i love bolz, lisa, mic and shu'en! love love love. ((:

watched 'i not stupid too' with yanqing before meeting the girls. it is an awesoooooome show. i totally love it. cried my heart's out i swear! but no one in the cinema cried as badly as yanqing lah. she seriously turned on the tap and literally didn't switch it off till after the show. goshhh! but it's the best show! one that actually dictates real life stuffs so well. and sarah yap acted in it. i can't believe no one told me lah. sheesh. i had to go figure it out myself. boo! oh well, it's a really nice show. about family. sigh. i think dad should go watch it. really. hmm. but i'm recommending it to everyone of you out there. even if it's a $9.50 ticket, it's definitely worth the cash. reallyyy. :)

sort of just came back from johan's house. went there to play mahjong and cards. it's been a pretty long while since i saw weehou. glad i saw him today. (:

i can't wait for wednesdayyy!!! one more day! can't wait to go back to school to see aaaaallllll the people i miss! hahaha. darn. chinese new year's weird this year. so short, yet it's five days. but it completely breezed past me. sigh. but back to school! that's fun! can't wait to see the people! not the workkk! )): urgh.

oh oh. and my extended family just expanded. now i've got clips, willy, wolly, quincy, the dinosaur, boos, nodle, and the newest member, dizzie; the elephunk. and bae's the best lah. he brought boos and clips on the ride of their lives in his chest pocket! walked around school introducing the two loves to his friends! yays! hahahaha. lovelovelove. yays! :)

till next time, which will be a pretty long while later (oops), rest well, and study hard people. love love. ((:

remember me this way//*

Saturday, January 14, 2006

2:27 PM

omg! my blog is THE most boring thing in the world. hahaha. nothing to blog about. no time to blog. no mood to blog. sigh.

the rain is finally over. and it has been replaced my mr scorching sun. ): suddenly i prefer the rain... hahaha. nah. the sun's good. i can finally play netball again. 'cos the rain means one thing. all the sports ccas are going to congregate in the gym! oh well, thank god for the sun. (:

school's been pretty hectic. work work work. and i'm not doing anything. darn. totally sucks. my studies are drastically deteriorating. ))): horrible. haven't been doing much. haven't been reading the papers. haven't been doing anything, basically. for as long as i can remember for this week, it's all about netball...

netball. my team's... erm... disappointing. had the trials today. FIVE girls came down. five freshies, i mean. yeah. a pathetic five. sigh. and my teammates' attitudes weren't the best we could show our juniors. sigh. and i felt real bad for these two j1s that came. out of the five, they were the only two with no experience, and because we were lacking seniors for pair ball work, i took these two girls. they were really enthusiastic and all, but they had no experience. they didn't know the basics of netball, the rules, and they couldn't catch the ball properly, and all those stuffs. but i love their enthusiasm. it keeps me alive. and makes me want to teach them. (: love it. it's a real pity they're lacking in skills though. but their enthusiasm made my day.

chinese lesson was... surprisingly fun. made a new friend today. wei kang. haha. he's a real nice and funny guy. and he helped me cheat during the chinese assignment thing. really funny. and we kept making fun of this other guy in class. but wei kang's a real nice guy. whoohoo! new friends rock my world lah. nice people.

after the trials we played a friendly with the basketball guys. it was a whole lot of fun. royce's super good lah. if you haven't watched royce play, please go watch him play basketball! he's an awesome basketballer. really. whoooo! hardcore fan. hahahaha. that's lame. oh well, nice people... jun ming's funny too. he was my defender and he and willie were counting who was losing and who was winning. guys... so corny. hahaha. i'm so blessed with so many nice people in mj lah. ((: god is good. wheeee.

oh well, i better buck up soon. pay attention in lectures, and in tutorials, before i regret. and start reading my lit texts. oh man... so screwed. no motivation to study. and there's econs essay test and maths test coming up next week. darn.

i have made two resolutions this year. study hard and get good results for my a's (that's one, by the way), and play good netball. i'm going to train hard. i'm going to prove some people wrong.

hope to make more new friends. yay-ness. whoohoo! ((: keep praying and believing.

remember me this way//*

Monday, January 09, 2006

2:29 PM

one week in school's officially over. it's only ONE week, and i'm already so burned out. tired from everything. sheesh. i'm sooooo officially screwed. haha. oh well, what's new eh? sighhh.

school officially started on tuesday itself. all the lessons resumed as if it never had ended. sheesh. corny teachers. hahaha. so homework piled up, and the momentum kind of came back. amazing huh? i'm beginning to pay some attention in lectures and tutorials. though my tiredness, and restlessness usually gets the better of me, and i'll end up bumming. sigh. how i wish i had so much discipline to pay attention and be fully in class. i shall work towards that goal. (: come on people, motivate me! hehs.

oh. the weather completely sucks. it has been raining for as long as i can remember. on wednesday, was supposed to have training. cca day. so most of the sports ccas ended up in the gym. quite funny. haha. and netball... darn. so screwed. the same pathetic nembers keep appearing, and reappearing for training. it seems as though we only have like, what, five people in the team?! goodness. horrible attendance. yesss. many of the girls are ogls, but that completely defeats the purpose of taking part in the daisy tan carnival today. many of the girls haven't touched the ball in a long time. sigh. don't want to end up playing all the games again. my knee's beginning to get pretty serious. darn. hate it. hate this. darn.

orientation 2006 took place the whole of this week. the whole school was filled with cheering, dancing, screaming, and FUN! i wish mr low would've let me be an ogl. could've met the new freshies, get involved in the fun, make new friends with the ogls, and just have fun. oh noooo. bad bad regrets. sigh. how i wish orientation didn't clash with school. i totally hate it. urgh! but it's too late for regrets now. guess i've just got to focus on my studies. sigh. all the fun i missedddd. aaarghhhh! okay okay, enough of feeling remorseful. darnnn!

hmm. so school's going to start again tomorrow. and then i get the tuesday break! wheeee! mic says we could go to adam's road tomorrow after school! I'M SOOOO EXCITED! i miss hanging out with the girls. haha. they're really nice people. ((: what to do, 05a106 rocks what. arts class leh. *hint hint to a yellow person. HAHAHA. i feel your hatred towards me. but i'm getting used to it. hahaha. so fun! :)

so i've got to get my momentum going. i met lionel on friday! I MISS HIM LIKE MADDD CAN?! hahaha. that tiny guy's really the best lah. and he said i must get back into the momentum soon. sigh. yeah. i guess so too. okay okay, will try to do that. will try my best.

and i've got a netball carnival later on. the darn rain's not stopping at all. sheesh. rain, rain, rain. i bet it's going to be postponed. darn. so troublesome can?! sheesh. and to think i'm playing for mj. hate the idea. should've just played for extremes. no offense, but to play for a team that has no determination, no discipline in coming for trainings and all. sigh. j1s, FASTER COME AND SAVE THIS TEAM! sighhh. i hope, and wish, and pray that mj won't kill my passion for the game.

i'm going to bum around now. just bored. the rain's boring. good weather to sleep, but i'm already awake. hahaha. oh well, have fun, and enjoy the rest of the rainy weekend. ((:

remember me this way//*

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

10:23 AM

today was life in j2. day one.

haha. and yesss. i miss mjc like maddd. miss the people, miss the fun, miss a106, miss saying hi to everyone. wheeee! ((: i'm so glad to be back in school. for the fun. not for the studying.

and i JUST realised how screwed i am for the big fat a's. darn! i haven't gotten my j1 life and curriculum in order yet. why in the world am i a j2 student?! oh noooo. sigh. i JUST scraped through my promos, and i didn't bother to revise my j1 work. sigh. that's soooo me lah. totally screwed. oh well, what's new? :(

all my tutors remained except for econs. we FINALLY got rid of ms sue. haha. -no offense- just that she isn't THE most fantastic econs tutor around. and we got ms loh!!! I LOVE MS LOH! hahaha! she was rach's cgt last year. and she's really really nice and sweet. though everyone in the class thinks she looks like michelle!!! HAHAHA. funny pleaseee. but she totally rocks lah. super encouraging too! i feel so motivated to do well for econs cannn!!! hehs. (: wheeee. i love ms lohhh! yays! here comes my b for econs. i'm going to do it! whoohooooooo!! :))

math tutor's still ms ng though. sigh. there goes the a for math. urgh. totally suck lah. ms ng's a nice person. but definitely not a good tutor. aww man... no motivation for math. though i thought it was the only subject i could score in. haha. oh well... i guess my friends have to be the one motivating me now...

bolzie's christmas present was really sweet. she made me this book thing. it's my 'lil dictionary of CANTO!!! wheeee! i love it like maddd. canto please! goodness. love it love it love it. hehs. THANK YOU BOLZIE! ((:

and i finally got the chance to see many many people i miss. a106, for starters. though we only had SEVEN people in class. sheesh. pathetic. and we have a new classmate. vanessa tan. yesss. ONE more vanessa. ONE more vanessa tan. so now we have THREE vanessas. TWO vanessa tans. goodness. complicating class eh? haha. but yeah. i miss a106. totallyyy! and i miss many many people too. glad i got to see them again. miss alot of those lovely meridians. ooooh. and i finally got to see ben and pass him his christmas present. yesss. finally. haha. glad he liked it though. ((:

so i have training tomorrow. and school's officially started. studying and all. and i'm TIRED. oh no! sigh. motivation pleaseee. sighhh. i'm going to take a nap and hopefully wake up soon. haha. can't wait for school tomorrow. want to see people. make new friends. haha. definitely not looking forward to the studying though.

oh well, laters... *loves. :)

remember me this way//*

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

5:29 AM

HAPPY 2006! :))

wow. one year's passed in a super fast breeze... kind of miss the fun the past years bore for me. miss the carefree days that i shared with the people who meant the world to me. sigh. things change. people change. we all move on. i guess that's the sad part. but what matters is what remains in your heart, the smiles, the tears, the memories especially.

2005. great year. moving from secondary school to jc. moving out of st hilda's, and adjusting to a completely new environment. meridian jc proved to be a great big blessing. the people, even more. i just love the school, the people, the fun, the joy of going to school everyday. i love my class too. 05a106. totally rocks. THE most happening class in mjc! wheeeeee! ((:

lots of things happened that changed my life too. people. school. family. yeah. but we've all got to learn to move on. leave the past behind. not entirely though. bring along the best parts. parts that have changed and made a difference in your life. i know which parts to bring along with me, but i think i've brought along a little more. haven't discovered if that's a bad or good thing yet. but... we'll see.

2006. new year. new resolutions. new things. new people. new me? i really hope this year's going to be a blast. hope that this year's going to be a fruitful one, especially with the a's. ): i hope my friends out there will be willing to help me with my pathetic studies. i hope i'll be able to be a better person to all my friends out there. i hope, i hope... sigh. resolutions. how many of them come true? but there's no harm trying i guess. hopefully things will work out well this year. definitely looking forward to a whole new adventure this 2006!

oh. and one more resolution. that's the most important. i hope, and wish, and pray that the friendship the four guys and i share will stay strong. and last throughout these difficult times. their friendships have sheltered me during hardships, and the memories we all shared... they mean the world to me. and i never want to lose them. not one of them. please, god, hear my prayer. help me maintain their friendships. and keep them safe. friendships that last forever. i hope this is one of them. (:

oh well, 2006 is here. let's face it with joy on our faces. (though lots and lots of work, tutorials and lectures are haunting me.) but hey, if you face it with a smile, i think it's going to turn out fine. i'll try. i'll let you know the outcome. haha.

2006! bring it oooonnnn!!! :))

remember me this way//*

theGIRL.
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ecole hôtelière de lausanne

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sheLOVES.
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family
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shss.netballers
shss.4a'04
orange
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mini coopers
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#1 ~~ecole hôtelière de lausanne.~~
#2 custody.
#3 ~~play division one netball.~~
#4 hotel manager.
#5 a healed knee.
#6 ~~sweet friends.~~
#7 ~~good grades.~~
#8 happy family.
#9 ~~driving license.~~
#10 speak fluent french.
#11 ~~mini~~ cooper.
#12 ~~nice watch.~~
#13 ~~functioning computer.~~
#14 drive to thailand.
#15 decorate my room.
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