oooh. i finally went for training today! haha. yesss. finallyyy. my first training the whole week! haha. so bum bum right?! but after today's training, i totally regret not going for the previous two. haha. as in, seriously! i had soooo much fun during training today!
reached school pretty early, and i realised that the nanyang high girls were going to train with us. their coach's my coach's blaze teammate. so yeah. apparently, the nanyang girls were having a netball camp at some safra thing, and they needed a place to train, so ms choy allowed them to train with us. and guess what... only FOUR mj players turned up. f-o-u-r. darn. can the attendance get any more pathetic?! sheesh. thankfully we had the nanyang girls, or we'd be screwed. it felt good having a whoooole lot of people down for training. although they weren't my teammates, but still... like, the drills could be accomplished more efficiently. darn. how i wish my teammates would turn up for once! sigh.
anyways, guess what! my coach called me aside before warm up and asked if i was interested to go for the netball under-21 trails the following day. she's maddd. under-21?! she said she's pretty sure the angmoh coach (that is, the under-21 coach) would like my size, 'cos it's an advantage. but hellooo... my stamina sucks, my shots suck, my moves suck and blah blah blah. goodness. what was she thinking?! haha. but it felt pretty good, like someone has the confidence and sees the potential in me. wow. anyways, the trials was today. this evening. she made a mistake. and after thinking about my terribly pathetic studies, i decided not to go for the trials. don't want to end up struggling next year, with netball and my terribly pathetic studies. maybe next year, if my standard gets better. i guess the potential she sees in me kind of encourages me to work harder and prove myself. playing for singapore, even though it's under-21. whoa! that's cool lah. sigh. but i guess it's just a fantasy i'll never be able to realise. sighhh. just got to work hard and hopefully become a better player. god be my helper. (:
and after training when i was packing up my shoes and all, the nanyang coach was talking to us and said that she doesn't think our team's that bad. i was like, huh?! hahaha. seriously, we are pathetic. look at all the other jcs out there... scarryyyy pleaseee. sigh. she said we had the runs, and we have the shooter (that's me!) haha. and she was telling my teammates, "you all have an advantage. not only is your shooter huge, she's also mobile." whee! so my size is a goooood thing eh? two comments about it in one day.
chris, read this: me being BIG is a gooood thing! wheeeee! :))
anyways, i can't help but emphasize how fun training was. and i learnt alot of things too. interesting eh? i am sooooo going to go for future trainings. okayyy. so there's only two more trainings before the end of the year. but still! whee! excited pleaseee. yays! but tired from today's training. had lots of fun and it's time to take a rest. just waiting for midnight to come so i can go message gera "happy birthday!" haha. yesss! it's that pretty 'lil girl's birthday so go wish her! haha. and christmas' coming man! gosh. i'm officially broke somemore. darn. terrible to be broke during christmas. sighhh. if you know a way to get money without working, faster tell me! haha. goodnighttt. ((: 