Wednesday, December 07, 2005
11:26 AM
i hate today! i hate myself! hate it hate it hate it! urgh! today was the most terrible day in the loooongest time. even my boring days at home can't beat today. well, for starters, i didn't want to go for training. and carol had to aggravate the situation by telling me the sun was super hot in the morning when she went to meet weiwen and that she couldn't imagine what the whether would be like during training. sigh. so i dragged myself out of the house at 1.45. training starts at three! don't know what was going through my mind. anyways, i was obviously super early. and i mean early! reached at 2.30 with carol pang seh-ing me. she just left weiwen's house and sat a cab to school. and to make matters worse, the coach, yes, the one i like, couldn't make it for training 'cos she sprained her back or something of that sort. sigh. but surprisingly, today's attendance was shocking. TEN people came down for training. the BIGGEST i've ever seen. hahaha. or at least, in the looooongest time. but i totally sucked at training. i don't know why, but my knee just began to hurt reaaalll bad. and i couldn't stop. so i just went on training. wanted to die. i swear. tsk tsk. and towards the end of training, my shots totally sucked! i hate it. hate myself for being such a lousy player. darn. kind of wished i could one day be the shooter that every team wants. sigh. i'm such a let-down. urgh! hate it! ): so i hated training. and i hate my knee. and i'm late to meet bolzie and michelle for dinner. so i better get my bum out of the house, or i never will. and prepare for the hugest scolding in the world when my dad comes home. sheat! i hate my life. urgh!!! hate it. hate everything. sigh. life just can't get any better, can it? guess you're the only thing that's keeping me sane. and i'm loving it. ((:
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