i found the most brilliant song in the world. for now, at least. bolz introduced it to me. credit to her. *applause. hahaha. well, it's by backstreet boys, just want you to know. loooooove the song. if you're free, and bored, and the holidays are just real crappy, like for bolzie and me, go listen to the song!!! whee! ((:
i managed to find the lyrics so... wait a second. let me go get it, and share it with all you beautiful people!
just want you to know
looking at your picture from when we first met
you gave me a smile that i could never forget
and nothing i could do
could protect me from you that night
wrapped around your finger, always on my mind
the days they went 'cause we stayed up all night
you and i were everything, everything to me
i just want you to know
that i've been fighting to let you go
some days i'll make it through
and then there's nights that never end
i wish that i could believe
that there's a day you'll come back to me
but still i have to say
i would do it all again
i just want you to know
all the doors are closing, i try to move ahead
and deep inside i wish it was me instead
my dreams are empty from the day
the day you slipped away that since i lost you i lost myself
no i can't fake it
there's no one else oooh la la. nice pleaseee. haha. looooooove it to bits. that's bolzie's and my new favourite song for the time being. hahaha. :) so dad and i aren't on talking terms. totally sucks. i just want to stay one week in a proper family's home, and watch how normal families work. without them knowing i'm there. like, invisibility. wow. that's just wishful thinking. sigh. but i guess i better be thankful for what is right in front of me right now, or else one day i'll regret. i regretted it once, and i hate that feeling. well, i suddenly have this impression that my hair's growing back. hope it'd grow back to my previous hairstyle. kind of like it that way. haha. :) and christmas is coming! love the season. although it doesn't feel so special this year. sigh. but maybe just not yet eh? let time tell. but for now, merry christmas, and enjoy the season. the season of loooove. whee!! ((: love christmas! yays! enjoy! 