i hate it. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it.

urgh! every time i look at my sister my heart breaks. she's such a young innocent girl, with her whole life in front of her. but she has to go through all this crap.

i hate the law. i hate the courts. i hate the system. i hate that bitch. i hate the insecurity of chloe at her mother's place. i hate that family. i hate what they do to her. i hate their heartlessness. i hate thinking about all these things. i hate having to cry every night because these thoughts haunt me. i hate going through all this. i hate my life. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it.

please god, hear our cries. hear my cry. i want my sister back. god, please.

i'll never stop praying every night for her. lord, keep her safe. please. i love her.